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[01 Feb 2009|01:51am] |
I'm just going to write random stuff..
I'm listening to some really neat music and just thinking about how i got here...
Last year I was convinced in my head that I would be living in Detroit, wouldn't be going to school and Living in Community...That was the plan, man how things change.
I'm not complaining I'm dating a wonderful girl, she is amazing in so many different levels...I'm back in school, and I got stuff going on...
It's just...
I really miss people
I miss staying up at Troy and Jess's place, talking about everything
I miss Bible Study people.
I miss Mike and Alex
I miss going to shows
I miss my excitement towards life, and not this fear of growing up...
I Miss the David, that people would call and know that I could make them smile...
I know that this is growing up, Doesn't make it easier.
"I remember what you whispered in my ear, and all the things we tried so hard to never have to hear, like "kids tighten up, start saving for the golden years." Well, hey, that picture it fades day by day and the outcome's not so clear."
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[18 Oct 2008|05:59am] |
I've decided to update...
Stephanie had surgery this past week, she had arnold chairi malformation. Google it when you get a chance. so I have been super busy between working, and going to the hospital...she is doing really well though, she is finally out of the hospital, and has a big old cut in the back of her head.
I got a big inheritance from a family member in Canada that I never met before!..I don't know what to even say...
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[15 Apr 2008|11:23pm] |
So...
I got a brand new car
lost 60 something lbs
work gave me a raise.
Girl I like, likes me.
Life is good right???
nope...
nightmares.
anxyity attacks.
losing faith.
turning 21 might be a bad thing.
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[05 Apr 2008|07:43pm] |
So im going on my 4th car...
Right now my options are pretty limited...
ugh...im getting overwhelmed...
Fuck.
oh and the tigers are 0-5!!! wtf!
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[22 Mar 2008|10:15am] |
Ugh...I havent felt this crappy since probably my grandma died...
I dont wanna talk about it...but I need to vent off someone...
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[12 Mar 2008|02:34pm] |
Update..
So nothing to much is going on.
Been hanging out with Cassie, Dj and Hope pretty much everyday.
I got all the legal issues with the bank taken care of, so I have pretty much nothing holding me back anymore.
I've been devouring Shanes new book Jesus For President...omg it's sooo good.
A lot of anxiety attacks latly, but I don't have a clear reason why.
Girl situation is complex...but thats okay.
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[21 Feb 2008|01:19am] |
So I gotta remember that sometimes broken things make the best building supples...
And I just gotta go out, start over, and rebuild.
Defiance Ohio is sweet.
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[15 Feb 2008|08:32am] |
I really like having the internet with me at all times, I'm pretty much never bored...
So today i took a blind guy bowling...and I hit my client in the face with a racket ball...my weekend was already made.
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[30 Jan 2008|12:01am] |
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So Boston is coming to Detroit on my birthday...I'm super excited.
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[28 Jan 2008|10:55pm] |
So...
Right now I'm so bored, so I think I'll update...
A couple weeks ago I was probably at my lowest I've been both mentally and spiritually in a really long time...I was going though a lot of doubt and just really unsure about a lot of things. I was thinking about my purpose, and where do I fit in...I didn't wanna be a Christian, so for a few days I thought about just turning my back. I stopped praying, I couldn't read the Bible...So I thought I didn't want anything to do with Jesus... There was also a lot of personal Issues that I was going though also...So I was dealing with all that stuff, then one night for some reason I read the Sermon on the Mount, while reading that, I felt excited, and just I guess you can say full of the spirit.
The Sermon on the Mount was not something for us to read and say "Oh thats neat, but I don't think Jesus was talking about me on that, It was for those crazy people in Acts"
I think we need to go back to the Early Church's teaching about Reconciliation, peacemaking, and community...If we did, maybe the world could be different. It worked in Saint Francis's time...
At this moment, I'm struggling so bad with what that means right now...I bought a expensive phone, when my other one worked fine, often Jesus is like the furthest from my mind... gosh, I need a lot of help.
Sorry I didn't intend for me to go off like that.
Anyways...I'm doing a lot better.
Most of my days I'm working, so thats good...I got another job interview at AT@T.
I really like Transformers...I secretly think that my car is one, and at night is kills deceptibots.
K...I think I'm done.
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[28 Jan 2008|10:55pm] |
So...
Right now I'm so bored, so I think I'll update...
A couple weeks ago I was probably at my lowest I've been both mentally and spiritually in a really long time...I was going though a lot of doubt and just really unsure about a lot of things. I was thinking about my purpose, and where do I fit in...I didn't wanna be a Christian, so for a few days I thought about just turning my back. I stopped praying, I couldn't read the Bible...So I thought I didn't want anything to do with Jesus... There was also a lot of personal Issues that I was going though also...So I was dealing with all that stuff, then one night for some reason I read the Sermon on the Mount, while reading that, I felt excited, and just I guess you can say full of the spirit.
The Sermon on the Mount was not something for us to read and say "Oh thats neat, but I don't think Jesus was talking about me on that, It was for those crazy people in Acts"
I think we need to go back to the Early Church's teaching about Reconciliation, peacemaking, and community...If we did, maybe the world could be different. It worked in Saint Francis's time...
At this moment, I'm struggling so bad with what that means right now...I bought a expensive phone, when my other one worked fine, often Jesus is like the furthest from my mind... gosh, I need a lot of help.
Sorry I didn't intend for me to go off like that.
Anyways...I'm doing a lot better.
Most of my days I'm working, so thats good...I got another job interview at AT@T.
I really like Transformers...I secretly think that my car is one, and at night is kills deceptibots.
K...I think I'm done.
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[12 Jan 2008|01:48am] |
Bad week...
Work with no days off, and a extra shift...
I'm just exhausted...
So thats pretty much why I've been irritable, and moody.
Not for any other reason.
Streetlight was what I needed though:)
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[10 Jan 2008|09:14pm] |
F WORD!!!!
Whateve...I'll live.
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[07 Jan 2008|01:35am] |
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Lame...I'm jealous, I need that to go away.
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[05 Jan 2008|02:17am] |
I'm in one of those strange moods...where I'm happy, yet sad/upset...oh well.
I'm kinda slacking on some stuff...
My car is running gooood.
So this girl keeps calling/texting me. She texted if I was "interested" in her...Ugh lame, totally not...
hopefully she doesn't think I'm a douche.
I dont know what to write...
So....
The Alien and Predator wasn't good at all.
I guess I'm having some faith issues...
Durka
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[02 Jan 2008|12:56pm] |
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"It's only real if they could just convince me"
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[27 Dec 2007|03:11am] |
Girls are beautiful
I think girls should be told that everyday.
K, that was my lamest post ever....
Dang, people were just over and I miss them already.
I hope everyone had a good christmas.
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[22 Dec 2007|12:42am] |
So Eric and I made it to Camden yesterday morning.
after driving all night, we made it about 7ish.
I really don't know we're to start...
eric and i were so tired we just had to get some sleep. So we crashed and woke up a few hours later...
Jeremy gave us a tour of Camden and the Community...Jeremy wasn't lying when we said this place stinks...The 1st thing we smelt when we got here was poop...and that pretty much has not gone away. Camden doesn't look much better...this place is kinda crappy lol.
So last night we headed to the Simple Way in Philly. That was really neat....Everyone was kinda just chillin and doing crafts. Everyone is very nice and awesome.
Today Jay took us on a grand tour of Philly, which started at eating at this unbelievable vegitarian chinese resterant...It was everything you would find at a Chinese place...but with no meat...I had some General Tso's "chicken"
Then we pretty much walked all day in Philly.
We didn't get to check out the Liberty Bell, which sucks...I love seeing things that remind me of Liberty, and freedom, especally bells.
Anyways we're having fun...Everyone is really awesome here...and The Community's are doing a lot of really good stuff here. I'm getting really excited for what's to come in Detroit.
I know there isn't muchf details....The room I'm in is starting to smell like fumes cuz Eric and Jay are painting the walls...so I think I'm gonna join.
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[19 Dec 2007|12:50pm] |
My Step dad is kinda funny sometimes
He handed me 20 bucks and said "If your not coming back, take all your (crap)...I'm not shipping you anything, It'll cost way too much money."
Thats Steve for ya.
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[19 Dec 2007|12:39am] |
Tomorrow I have a really long day...
Eric and I are leaving tomorrow night...
We're gonna finally check out the Camden House and The Simple Way...I'm excited.
Pray for safe travels...
all right I need to get some sleep...
Love ya.
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